Gosh

Tomorrow need go back for Russian class again,

hais~

suddenly tell me it's compulsory...

wth man~

no certificate = cant enroll to the Uni...

so....

have to attend...

for the certificate~

Head and stomach also not feeling well now~

Time to go to Bed~

GoodNight~

Wiwi~

Hope you can find it~

❤ wiwi~

My New Camera..xD

Sony-TX5

Thanks to my dad...=)

I'm Moody~

Lost my mood for the whole day~

I hate it but i have to accept the fact~

I dont want to be angry but i cant~

but i dont think i'm wrong this time~

Moody~

whatever~

i wont keep those sad things in my mind~

sleep, wake up and it's gone~

that's my life now...

Jeffrey Chong's life~

Depressed

Ya , i know you are sad ,

but do u think i'm happy everyday like that seeing both of you didn't talk ?

I really dont dare to talk to you...

i scared you will scold me...

i scared you will say i quarrel back...

Now ,

after exam...

i just went out for the past two weekend ,

you dont like ,

and i have to see the face everyday...

do you think i'm happy???

My friend invite me out ,

I don't dare to say yes ,

and i rejected it say i have dinner with my family..

do you understand how's that feel..

I cried when i heard you cried ,

I know you angry with me cause i didn't go for the Russian class..

I know you angry with dad cause he drink until drunk..

but i didn't mean to ignore what you say...

i just hope we can make a best decision together without end up quarreling and you dont like..

I really do hope you can try to accept and understand...

dont always just reject my thoughts..

I don't know how to talk to you ,

cause i really feel scared...

Do you understand??

hais...

What should i do??

Anyway ,

just knew that i'm leaving on Mid of September..

习惯两个人

远距离❤

1、短信听不到语气，电话看不到表情。
其实我没生气，你当真了；我在笑呢，你看不到吧；我哭了呢，抱着手机哭倦了睡过又醒了，你在忙吗？



2、共同语言
如果两个人在一起，两个人的交往圈会融为共同的圈子，话题永远都在更新。
而不在一起的两个人，对彼此身边的环境都会因陌生而逐渐失去兴趣，慢慢的，能说的话只有空洞的‘我想你’。
我在努力找话题呢，不要回信说‘哦、嗯、好’了好吗？



3、不安全感
看了10次手机了，你还是没有回信。你在哪、和谁、在干什么？ 刚刚拒绝了别人的好意，却禁不住想，你身边的莺莺燕燕，一如我身边的花花草草吗？



4、远水不救近火
我这里下雨了，来送伞的是同学的弟弟；我吃饭忘带钱了，来解围的是朋友的朋友。
原来你不吭声是因为你生病了，可我再担忧，也不能在你身边端一杯水…



5、距离产生幻觉
其实我有些小虚荣，照片有时候修掉了眼袋才给你看；其实你有些小自负，认定了的事情就以为自己一定对。
为了大老远的爱你，我拒绝接受身边一切说你不好的言论，什么都往好的方向想。你也是吧？
其实我们都不是对方想象的那样好……



6、距离产生误会
我兴冲冲地发短信给你讲刚刚的趣事，你隔了半天说‘噢’，我不知道你在忙的嘛，所以我生闷气了。
你给我发了八条短信两个电话我也没回，愤怒得嗷嗷直叫，我在做上课呢，手机调振动了的嘛。其实我们都知道对方不是故意的，但情绪来了，总需要宣泄的。



7、善意的谎言
我碰巧和相熟的男生去看电影了，想了想，对你说和女生去的。
你独自去了我们约好要一起去的地方，犹豫再三，对我说你哪都没去。
不愿让对方多想，却因为偶尔的疏忽，让对方想得更多。



8、寂寞
一个人不寂寞，想念一个人才寂寞。
你说，来，抱抱。于是我把自己裹在被窝里，闭上眼，恩，抱抱。
一个人站在夜空下时，你会抬头看月亮吗？



9、信念坍塌
我看到身边一对一对的，男生帮女生打开水送饭，在宿舍楼下卿卿我我，周末还能一起爬山，没忍住就对在地图对角线上的你发牢骚，其实是想听你的鼓励，想听听你的安慰，你的一个电话就能让我安心。
可也许刚刚好你接到朋友异地恋分手倾诉的电话，那么容易就把自己带入了戏，无心的抱怨雪上加霜。
有时候折腾一下，只为了证明自己的重要性。哪知脆弱基础上的高楼只须多压上一根头发的重量，也许就崩溃了。



10、你的真心
人心隔肚皮，更何况我们还隔着千山万水。 男生永远无法理解女生为什么需要浓浓的表达爱意，正如我永远不知道你为何可以那样轻轻的表明心意。

当我完全了解以上所有困难，依然下定决心明知不可为而为之的时候， 却不知上一刻还信誓旦旦的你，会不会什么时候突然铁了心要放弃呢？
也许只是终于亲身经历，我们才觉悟了，异地真的不是一张火车票可以解决的事情。但是，亲爱的，我们其实是如此在乎彼此，我们即使有什么不能认同的事情，但我们依然在一起，并且即将共同面对。

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Went out today with dear Jac ,

to buy something funny...

haha..

IT REALLY LOOKS HOT!

after that walk around...

and use many money...

huhu...

need save this week le...

nothing much to say...

tomorrow still need back college for Russian class...

Gudnight

❤ 7 Month

14/07/2010

7 month together with dear~

too bad having exam...

cant celebrate...

sorry dear~

14..what a nice date...

valentine for every month...

^^

I love You~

ok...

time to study~

countdown....

-1 more day to exam...
-2 more day ❤ 7month...
-20 more day dear Jaclyn birthday...

Time really passes fast...
sigh...

你

孤单时，脑海里想起的第一个是你。

伤心时，第一个想起的也是你。

开心时，第一时间想分享的是你。

遇难时，最需要的支持来自你。

用餐时，想起的是你。

离开时，最舍不得的是你。

你，虽然不是一切，但却在我生命中扮演了那么重要的角色。

只想告诉你，我爱你！

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exam is just around the corner,

striving hard on chemistry...

some chapter was damn hard to understand...

hais...

but i must get at least a B this time...

MUST!

Jeffrey Chong 加油！

❤ 23 days

8 July 2010

Went to find Mami eat lunch today...

silly girl forgot to bring money...

BIG HEAD PRAWN!...

hahaha...

soon this week gonna end,

next week will be a tough and tiring week...

exam , exam and exam...

another 25 day will be 3rd of August...

countdown for Mami birthday...

^^...

能看见你，是快乐，是幸福的。

Shopping..

Many things want to buy...

1.mobile phone
2.camera
3.bag
4.wallet
5.clothes
6.shoes
...
thats all at the moment..
lol~

after exam have to go buy already..
xD