Ya...i'm

Ya, i'm tired. very tired...

getting more depressed...

not because of SPM result is coming out..

because of...

feel like many thing need to do,

but dont know start from where.

Dont want be lost,

its critical now.

but why and what am i doing now..

i understand the word..know whats your role now..

i hope to go anywhere i want.

i hope can go out with friends more frequently..

but,

i know my parents wont let me..

i cant be like others..

ya , i cant...

not for now..

dont flame me cause i dont want to go..

i hope to..

i just need one person to understand me...

just one... that enough.

i dont know how to make my parents understand me..

understand what i want..

not because i dont want to talk to them...

just i dont know how...

forgive me...

cause i'm a person who love to listen more than talk..

can say that i dont like to talk in certain time...

but i willing to hear most of the time...

stress is always around..

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