With Love

It's Complicated

Haha,

passed my driving test today...

happy happy...

this morning still so nervous...

lucky passed.

Some complicated feeling in my heart...

what should i do...

To somebody

Dont ask me not to in love with you so much,

Dont ask me not to love you so deeply.

You know i cant,

I didnt hope you can do the same,

but I do hope that you know i love you with all my heart.

I dont really mind how much you understand me,

I do mind how much you care bout me and us.

This is private and confidential.

Just for Someone important to me

My turn to show my laptop wallpaper =x

Pity Puppy

saw this pity puppy on my way back home today...

looks like a giant mouse..==

Copyright...Meaningful

一句我等你,不知道需要多大的勇气 ♥

它远比我爱你三个字,来得更需要勇气
不是每个人你都愿意等待,也不是所有人都值得你去等待
一句我等你,包含了很多的,无奈,心酸,苦涩
或许是爱不到,或许是不能爱
无论怎样,我等你这个承诺,远比我爱你更动听

看看身边,有多少人曾经对你说我爱你
可有谁会说一句我等你,谁会愿意那样卑微的等待
不计较任何的回报的等待,
说一句我爱你很容易,可却和少有人愿意会说一句我等你
在我看来,
一句我等你,是三个字的承诺 ♥

也许你面前的这个人,一句我爱你感动了你
但你却忽略了那个说我等你的人,
只是三个字,
前者的爱有激情但肤浅,后者的爱单纯又执着

年少的时候,我们向往那些激情
钟爱那句我爱你,受了伤也不投降
当被伤透彻了才知道一切都因为一句--> 我爱你

那个时候,你更愿意听到那一句我等你

如果,在你身边有那么一个人
他愿意毫不计较的为你付出,默默的等你
那么,请千万珍惜
他会是一直陪你走下去的那个人
他不会在半途中将你丢弃
因为他懂得珍惜与付出,他懂得那一句,我等你

可是你知道吗？
为了爱你,选择等你,等你
是因为更能好好爱你 …♥
让你给他一个家，陪她走完这一生,

如果正有一个等你的他，
好好珍惜，能拥有对你这样痴情的他，
有的人一生都不会有这种机遇…，
你遇到了请不要辜负他的心，♥
因为说出等你时他就决定，
放弃等你的途中一切幸福的机遇…

或许对她来说错过的不是他的幸福，

即使他对你们的结果心里没底…都一直等下去，
说明他真的对你太痴心！
你也可以说他傻，但是一切都是为你傻，
能等到你，和你永远在一起才是他真正的幸福！

相信和这样的爱人共渡一生你也会幸福…

经常给他传个短信，他就会兴奋不已，
在孤独也不会觉得空虚，
因为虽看不到你，心中都装满了你…

好好珍惜吧………
祝天下等待的人都能有好的结果…

Trust me!

i know you are suffering and very tired...

i know u heard many people say bad things bout you..

i know you have already tried your best..

to be my best dear...

all this i know...

but dont look down at yourself..

if you think what is right to do,

just do it..

and never give up or regret on your decision.

Although i'm very hurt when you said that,

but i know you not purposely d,

just probably you're too tired and simply think.

I trust you can do it,

and i also do hope that you can.

(just my hope, you just need to try your best)

Trust me...

where are you?

i cant contact you from evening till now...

are you running away from me..

it doesnt seems like you...

who cares you suits me or not..

important is the feel and YA, I LOVE YOU!

is this important then any others?

until dont want to care bout me now?

i worried from evening till now...

haiz...

Cya guys~~

recently just register for another course...(a-level wasted) -_-'''

f.i.s course and O-level..

O-level because have to batch up my spm result

for bio , chem and add math...

must get at least B...

f.i.s...foundation in science course...

its faster and cheaper for me to go study medicine abroad ba..

but with this kind of sucks result.

who dare to let you study..

so just have to work hard for this 4-5 month...

which i have to cope with both syllabus,

it seems hard but what to do...

who ask you(me) dint study hard in spm ==

hope i make the right decision...

as my dad says..

"never stop and turn around,

make a decision and go for it".

Its heavy

If one day i gone crazy,

please kill me...

i'm serious.

i'm really tired.

hearing so many advice , opinion by so many people.

some i would listen,

but some i totally disagree.

please,

dont continue pushing me and forcing me this way.

i have started to change.

i know not much time to spare,

but dont push me anymore.

i will break anytime.

i scared i will faint,

and die..

or whatever.

my heart was so uncomfortable,

when i reach home.

i feel hard to face them,

i have the pressure.

i know both of you also have.

but please.

stop saying the same thing in different way.

i beg both of you.

just give me prove that its not this way.

thats all.

Ya...i'm

Ya, i'm tired. very tired...

getting more depressed...

not because of SPM result is coming out..

because of...

feel like many thing need to do,

but dont know start from where.

Dont want be lost,

its critical now.

but why and what am i doing now..

i understand the word..know whats your role now..

i hope to go anywhere i want.

i hope can go out with friends more frequently..

but,

i know my parents wont let me..

i cant be like others..

ya , i cant...

not for now..

dont flame me cause i dont want to go..

i hope to..

i just need one person to understand me...

just one... that enough.

i dont know how to make my parents understand me..

understand what i want..

not because i dont want to talk to them...

just i dont know how...

forgive me...

cause i'm a person who love to listen more than talk..

can say that i dont like to talk in certain time...

but i willing to hear most of the time...

stress is always around..

<^>

Eat Eat Eat...

Kim Gary>>Cheese-baked Fish Fillet Rice

haha...

fulfill what you wanted to eat le lor..

happy??

xD

What if....

Spm result going to out on 11 march??

from 16 march change to 11?

walau...

getting earlier and earlier...

damn worry...

haiz...

What if my result...

Ish...

cham le cham le...

but no use to worry also...

cant do anything already...

pray pray pray..

lolx..

wish myself and everyone around me Goodluck!

Alright

Finally,

everything is okay,

after i saw your smile,

saw the way u talk...

Ya..

i worried for 3 days...

felt bit silly now what for to worry..

LOL...

quite silly...

haha...

The "dot" which causes by JoJo..

its better now..

compare to this morning...

but not pain...

haha...

looks like a birth mark..-_-'''

Dont worry guys

haha...

not emo-ing already la...

dont simply think...

nothing happen...

its ok now...

xD

Whatever

What happen now??

i post ok..

cause really dont want people to ask...

but..

i dont hope to know your things through other people...

i hope you can tell me...

i really dont know what i can do now...

whatever it is...

i no mood already...

>>i know i shouldn't be like that...

but my mind just cant stop thinking...

i want to communicate...

but i have no chance...

do you think i should just leave it..

leave you when you are unhappy?