Wednesday, December 29, 2010

一百天

第一个一百天~


好久都没写blog了,
因为? 很多考试咯。
不过,在这第一百天里, 好想update下我的blog。

前一百天,
我带着眼泪,收拾心情,离开了我的家,我的家人,朋友还有-她。
从那一天起,她就每天在数我离开的日子。
数着数着,就这样到了一百天。
快吗??
离开的这段日子里,我们只通过skype联络。
可以说是 - date on skype
因为那时我们唯一能做的。
有时候,我还蛮想念家,想念我的床,想念在家里的感觉,
想念爸爸妈妈 还有 弟弟。
发觉,自从离开马来四亚到这里后, 都很少跟弟弟吵架了 , 有是还蛮想念的。

在这里, 什么事都必须自己做, 准备一天的三餐 (虽然又是只吃一餐),洗衣,
整理东西等。跟在家里完全不一样。
还有, 我好像好久都没搭“汽车” 了。
每天不是走路就是搭巴士。
也许回到去驾车会有点不习惯。

真没想到,这样就过了一百天。
虽然看起来过得好快,但我知道对一个人来说,不算快了。


天天都在数我离开的日子,没有一天停过,真的很感动,
不知不觉我们成了“网上恋人” , 几乎每天都会上网见面,
因为,我知道,我不在你身边,所以这是我唯一能给你的安全感,
也是唯一能让你感觉到我真实存在的方式。
而你, 也在我最不开心时陪着我。
虽然只对着电脑荧幕,但我已经满足了。
在我很累时,你都会叫我去休息,
在我不开心或生气时,你就会摆出那可爱又搞笑的鬼脸逗我笑,
在我有所要求时又特地跟我唱反调。
这一切都让我好想你。

我想你了- 傅佩婷



我想念的不只她, 还有我家人。

突然发觉,好久都没跟爸爸妈妈一起吃晚餐了。
以前,都会等他们放工回家然后一起出去吃,
虽然那时已经八,九点,但我们还是会出去吃。
没办法,他们需要工作。
之前,在家里都很少跟他们说话,多数都是他们说,我听。
来到了这里,有时还会有点不习惯,因为很少听到他们的声音了。
也无法每天看到他们的情况。

还有,

弟弟,


记得在我离开的那一天,他早上跟我呆在家里,
当我收拾行李时,看见他慢慢地开始哭了。
我看了,当然去抱着他,真的从来没试过这样抱着弟弟,
也没试过那么地不舍得他。
除了在skype ,三个月多没见到他了,也好久没跟他玩了。
不知道他有没有胖了,高了。
从照片看是没什么差别,真实就不懂了。
他生日上个月五号,我没和他一起庆祝。
只能对他说,生日快乐。


就这样的一百天,我学会了很多,也体会了不少。
过几天就是2011年了。
大家,新年快乐!Happy New Year!





Tuesday, December 14, 2010

365 days

365days?
YA , it's 1 year.
1 Year Anniversary of JJ's relationship.

J- Jeffrey
J-Jaclyn

Our story...
1st day , on 14 dec 2009. which means same day in last year.
I still remember ,
last year 14 dec was the last day for my spm exam ( chinese).
After that i went out with her , to Pavilion (1st date ? )
That time i still havent get answer from her. (Lame?)
and guess what?
we met lots of people there from the same school.
1st was onion and king then her jimui.
haha~
so....
When i get her answer??
Night time around 8pm i think.

our conversation:
Jeffrey: err , so what is your answer? (i'm acting silly)
Jaclyn: what answer? (acting silly also)
Jeffrey: are we consider together?
Jaclyn: dont know , you say ler?
Jeffrey: err , Yes.
Jaclyn: then you still ask?
Jeffrey: haha! (want to hear the answer from her only) =D

This is how JJ's story started.
i "pikat" her for around 1months+ to 2 month i guess ( so long for me)
lol~
so ....
want to know why i love her so much?
it's kinda hard to express love but ,
i know i love her cheerfulness ,
which make me happy all the time by just looking at her.
I love her to be talkative which shares a lot of things with me although i rarely talk.
I love her attitude which is quite straight foward which means she's real.
and of course...

I LOVE HER!

haha~
i believe that most of you knew that 14th is what day right?
valentine day.
she's so smart to plan our every month , every year anniversary on the 14th.
so 14th for every month would be a valentine day for us as well as anniversary.
^^v
special right?


and only things i can give her now is...
just a mv which i made 1 month ago.
and guess what?
i watch it the 8th time already including today.
and everytime i watch it ,
memories just appearing in my mind.
and my tears will started to drop ,
cause i miss her~

her present?
i guess have to owe her first le.
this for temporary lu..






Monday, December 6, 2010

Day 76

Sorry that so long only update my blog.
cause recently have lots of colloq. =.=
and guess what?
i am sitting on my chair with my table now.
haha~
no need lying on the bed to do all my things.
and of course ,
wont fall asleep. =D
so many day didnt chat with dear already.
today finally can chat.
of course , she still look so piggy.
haha~
today chat with my parents , godmum and godsis as well.
sorry that so long didnt contact with you all.

hmm..
i love my bed now very much.
haha~
cause it's so comfortable.
my table and chair


my bed.

end of my post.
Miss you dear~

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Day 71

the weather.
1 word- COLD.
today walk to Uni again. Last day walking!
cause i get my bus pass already.
haha~
no need to suffer from the cold.
it's tearing my ears off man.
guess the temperature?
it reaches -18 degree Celsius. GOD! 
and 1 more thing.
dear dont worry.
i will try to back even though will get the sachut late.
I will try ask the teacher if there is any other way.
just dont worry first.
if really Jan 16 only can get.
stil got 3 weeks+ holiday.
i will try.
cause i wanted to go back for CNY also ^^.

Heard something funny yesterday about the weather here.
"You will rather go into the fridge than going out standing under the cold"
means the fridge is even warmer than the weather outside.
swt right? -_-'''

Day 69 & 70

These few days will be very busy ,
so dont have much time to really update my blog.
forgive me ar dear ,
you know i want to win our bet d lar.
haha~
Anyway ,
these few days started to become very cold ,
it started to snow , temperature going very low ,
i can see white snow along the road when i walk to Uni.
It was so cold that i squeeze myself in the winter jacket to keep myself warm.
face keep facing downwards to prevent the icy wind blowing straight towards my face.
Looking at the road , one step by another step.
Finally , i able to reach Uni.
haha~
ok , its time to sleep.
Goodnight~

I miss you too my dear~

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Day 67-68

Day 67

so tired today cause the class is so early.
8.30am.
walking to Uni, suddenly it snows.
so freaking cold when the wind blows.
in my mind- can i go back my room and sleep inside my blanket.
sigh..
it's impossible. and i reach there at last.
thanks god.
Dear today didn't go to work , cause she took mc and rest at home.
sick for 4 days already still haven't recover.
what a weak body you have.

Day 68

It's Saturday!
best day to have a nice sleep.
haha.
wake up , dear skype me and ask me call her.
pooops...
yii ching is with her.
haha kinda shock.
they are going out for Thai food with the two Toy sister.
Stupid piggy you better dont let me know you eat a lot of spicy food ar.
Weather is still so cold , later maybe going to sport zal for basketball training.
so lazy to walk there lor.
sigh.
dear till now haven't back.
back le please sms me that you safely reach home.
I miss you

Friday, November 26, 2010

Day 66

Day 66 already...
soon it will be 2011.
means i can go back to Malaysia.
haha!
ask about the air-ticket already.
some of them say can get cheap ticket as low as 1.6k.
means it's half the price of the Jordanian airline.
haha~
soo everyone discussing whether wanted to go back or not.
But before booking the ticket,
we have to know when will we get our sachut(credit) for all subject.
most of the lecturer say mayb end of Dec.
so not sure yet.
If end of Dec can get all sachut ,
den beginning of Jan can go back already.hoho~
Dear piggy today slept already ,
nvm , i know you not feeling well.
SO..rest more.
miss you~

-jeffrey-

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Day 65

Another cold day.
wonder why is it so cold these few days.
does it means winter is coming>??
i think so..
cause they say next week the weather will become above below -10 degree celcius.
wow...
i think that will be extremely cold.
wish i could survive.
haha.

dear piggy still sick today.
keep sneezing..
you ar..
better drink more water and take vitamin C.
and also take more rest.


-i miss you-

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Day 64

Day 64

still doing my Russian Homework now.
=(
Today dinner.
i learnt to cook Martin's special dishes - Spicy mashed potatoes.
cause his hand injured so i cook for him and myself ^^.
i just do what he teach me.
beginning i cant smashed the potatoes cause it's still hard.
(means i have to boil it longer next time).
after that ,
the potatoes was quite spicy.
(cause i added too much chilli powder).
and
not salty enough.
(add not enough salt)
BUT...
end up both of us still finish it off.
haha!
now i know how to cook already.
will improve next time =D.
dear sick le...
hais...
YOU ar...better drink more water and take care ar..
Miss you~

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Day 63


Another day passes.
Today the weather is so cold and it's white everywhere.
On the way to Uni , my ear started to pain because of the cold.
Winter ar winter...
Please dont be so cold so that all of us could survive here.
haha~

From the picture above.
the way i laugh.
Ya, piggy is in front of me.
I miss you dear.
Make sure you can make me laugh like this forever.
haha~

-Jeffrey-

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Day 62


It's Sunday.
Means?
Sleeping day. haha!
and
today so cold.
cause....
heavy snow

so whole day didnt go out..
just lying on my lovely bed.
haha~
waiting for piggy to come back.

^^

Day 61 - 2month

wow..
its 2 month i have been staying here.
time really passes SUPER fast lor.
sigh.
afternoon went for cell group.
have cooking competiton.
We get 2nd ^^.
pictures
our group

spot martin face

our group



Dear today 11smtg only online.
chat a while then she sleep le.
Her face like super tired and super chan lor.
hais.

Wish you sell more tomorrow!
Miss you

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Day 60

Day 60

One more day!
then it's 2nd month i been here already!
so tired today cause yesterday slept quite late.
today so lazy to wake up and its cold outside!!
lol.
hais...
sorry dear.
I not purposely want to go out d.
but really have to go and buy those things for tomorrow.
forgive me lar.
sorry.
piggy tomorrow going to mid-valley to work again.
wish everything is fine for her.

I love you dear.

Friday, November 19, 2010

Day 59


Physical training today,
thats why i so eager to wake up.
haha~ 9am start.
8.30am only wake up then rush to there.
Everyday Thursday confirm like that d.
haha~
Dear piggy today so excited when she can reach home earlier.
keep smiling and saying that.
haha~
memang sha zhu.
but i know you are very tired.
have a nice rest ba.
Love you dear~

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Day 58


Early class today again.
But dear today wake up even earlier.
7am already taking bus to LRT.
hais.
Until now she also haven't back.
Must be very tired ba.
Take care a piggy.

Here is a video which i make.
^^ dont scold me ar~

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Day 57


Day 57
kinda hate Tuesday ,
cause the subject today i guess.
Latin.
```````
Lucky today Latin class cancel cause the teacher didn't seems to appear.
lol.
then all of us straight go for PT.
Nothing much for today.
Dear tomorrow going to work at Mid-Valley.
Make sure got people fetch you home ar!!!
This is my WARNING to you!
Many homework to do.
sigh
thats all for today.
Miss you piggy~

Monday, November 15, 2010

Day 56

Day 56


Dear yesterday scold me =(.
say the time when i should sleep didnt sleep ,
the time when i shouldn't sleep then sleep.
sorry lu dear.
the picture above is what i do for you =).
dont angry me le ar.
xD
Philosophy class today only.
see you post so many wedding gown i also must post wedding coat =D



memang all almost the same.
wait har. 
i go find singlet one. HAHA!

Miss you dear.


Sunday, November 14, 2010

11 Month Anniversary

It's already 11 month we been together.
We celebrated our anniversary each month before i come to Russia.
Although we are far apart now,
i still wouldn't take this as an excuse that we cant celebrate.


还记得我在一个文章里读过,
就算我们身在不同的地方,
不管距离有多远,
只要我们在同一时间做同一件事,
那,我们就能感受到彼此的存在。
这也算是一种幸福。

As we grow older together,
As we continue to change with age,
There is one thing that will never change. . .
I will always keep falling in love with you. 



something which i willing to do to make you laugh

We were given: Two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. 
But why only one heart???
 Because the other was given to someone else. Which is you.


I love you Jaclyn poh
Happy 11 month Anniversary

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Day 54


Miss You~





-Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will.


-I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long.  If we're in each other's dreams, we can play together all night.






-Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.  




Day 54


It's Saturday...
and i still have to wake up so damn early to go for class.
Sienz~
Same lesson as yesterday,
make me lagi sienz.
lol~
2 days going for same class.
sigh~
Tomorrow rest one day then Monday got class again le.
This week can rest one day only lor.
ish!
Piggy today went to Uniqlo buy pants for me.
Guess what?
she bought a grey jeans for me which is size 34.
@@ cause dont have size 32 already and she said the pants very nice woh.
I just can see it from the webcam but cant try it yet.
Wait for me to come back ya.
and dont wear the mickey t-shirt as pyjamas ar...
haha~
really thank you dear.
I love you~

Friday, November 12, 2010

Love Quotations

Love Quotations  





1.Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.  

2.You have to walk carefully in the beginning of love; the running across fields into your     lover's arms can only come later when you're sure they won't laugh if you trip. 

3.A hundred hearts would be too few. To carry all my love for you.

4.The most important things are the hardest to say, because words diminish them. 

5.If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular?  

6.Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction.  

7.It is astonishing how little one feels alone when one loves.  

8.The most beautiful view is the one I share with you.  

9.A bell is no bell 'til you ring it,
A song is no song 'til you sing it,
And love in your heart
Wasn’t put there to stay -
Love isn’t love
'Til you give it away.(LIKE)

10.Grow old with me!  The best is yet to be.  

11.For you see, each day I love you more
Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

12.Love is a symbol of eternity.  It wipes out all sense of time, destroying all memory of a beginning and all fear of an end.  

13.Love-
You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry. 

14.Sometimes we make love with our eyes.  Sometimes we make love with our hands.  Sometimes we make love with our bodies.  Always we make love with our hearts.  

15.You know when you have found your prince because you not only have a smile on your face but in your heart as well. 

16.Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.  

17.Love puts the fun in together, the sad in apart, and the joy in a heart. 

18.Soul-mates are people who bring out the best in you.  They are not perfect but are always perfect for you.  

19.Trip over love, you can get up.  Fall in love and you fall forever. 


20.Love one another and you will be happy.  It's as simple and as difficult as that.
Who, being loved, is poor?  

21.Without love, what are we worth?  Eighty-nine cents!  Eighty-nine cents worth of chemicals walking around lonely.  

22.The hours I spend with you I look upon as sort of a perfumed garden, a dim twilight, and a fountain singing to it.  You and you alone make me feel that I am alive.  Other men it is said have seen angels, but I have seen thee and thou art enough. 

23.I've fallen in love many times... always with you.  
My love as deep; the more I give to thee,
The more I have, both are infinite.


24.Love makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place. 

25.I learned the real meaning of love.  Love is absolute loyalty.  People fade, looks fade, but loyalty never fades.  You can depend so much on certain people, you can set your watch by them.  And that's love, even if it doesn't seem very exciting. 

26.You cannot be lonely if you like the person you're alone with.  

27.A man reserves his true and deepest love not for the species of woman in whose company he finds himself electrified and enkindled, but for that one in whose company he may feel tenderly drowsy.  


28.Nobody has ever measured, even poets, how much a heart can hold.  

29.Our love could change the orbit of the earth.  So, if a meteor ever comes hurtling towards earth with the guarantee of destruction, top scientists may call on us to, well, you know, do it like crazy for the sake of humankind.  

30.We are not the same persons this year as last; nor are those we love.  It is a happy chance if we, changing, continue to love a changed person.
 

31.We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.  

32.How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.  

33.For twas not into my ear you whispered
But into my heart
Twas not my lips you kissed
But my soul.

33.If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.  

34.What I need to live has been given to me by the earth.  Why I need to live has been given to me by you.  


Red- Like , Yellow-funny


Love this show recently.
The Vampire Diaries

Day 53
Nothing special today ,
normal-went to uni , go for classes then went back.
That piggy called me today, shocked me.
Our conversation:-
Jac: ei, if the pants size 34 u can wear ma?
Jeff: huh? 34? my biggest size now is 32 woh. i wear 31 also loose le.
Jac: har??!! then means 34 you cannot wear lor?
Jeff: ya lor.
Jac:*sob*
Jeff: dont buy pants first lor.
Jac: see how lar. bye.

LoL...
Guess what? 
she bought a mickey mouse shirt for me.
from very famous store now( i think) cause keep saw it in facebook.

UNIQLO

see how happy she is. haha

Mickey

2 Mickey


Disney

Thanks my dear.
haha~
I Like It.
i bet you will say my ear looks like mickey mouse when i wear that. -.-'''
haha~


I Love You -Jaclyn Poh.