Wednesday, December 29, 2010

一百天

第一个一百天~


好久都没写blog了,
因为? 很多考试咯。
不过,在这第一百天里, 好想update下我的blog。

前一百天,
我带着眼泪,收拾心情,离开了我的家,我的家人,朋友还有-她。
从那一天起,她就每天在数我离开的日子。
数着数着,就这样到了一百天。
快吗??
离开的这段日子里,我们只通过skype联络。
可以说是 - date on skype
因为那时我们唯一能做的。
有时候,我还蛮想念家,想念我的床,想念在家里的感觉,
想念爸爸妈妈 还有 弟弟。
发觉,自从离开马来四亚到这里后, 都很少跟弟弟吵架了 , 有是还蛮想念的。

在这里, 什么事都必须自己做, 准备一天的三餐 (虽然又是只吃一餐),洗衣,
整理东西等。跟在家里完全不一样。
还有, 我好像好久都没搭“汽车” 了。
每天不是走路就是搭巴士。
也许回到去驾车会有点不习惯。

真没想到,这样就过了一百天。
虽然看起来过得好快,但我知道对一个人来说,不算快了。


天天都在数我离开的日子,没有一天停过,真的很感动,
不知不觉我们成了“网上恋人” , 几乎每天都会上网见面,
因为,我知道,我不在你身边,所以这是我唯一能给你的安全感,
也是唯一能让你感觉到我真实存在的方式。
而你, 也在我最不开心时陪着我。
虽然只对着电脑荧幕,但我已经满足了。
在我很累时,你都会叫我去休息,
在我不开心或生气时,你就会摆出那可爱又搞笑的鬼脸逗我笑,
在我有所要求时又特地跟我唱反调。
这一切都让我好想你。

我想你了- 傅佩婷



我想念的不只她, 还有我家人。

突然发觉,好久都没跟爸爸妈妈一起吃晚餐了。
以前,都会等他们放工回家然后一起出去吃,
虽然那时已经八,九点,但我们还是会出去吃。
没办法,他们需要工作。
之前,在家里都很少跟他们说话,多数都是他们说,我听。
来到了这里,有时还会有点不习惯,因为很少听到他们的声音了。
也无法每天看到他们的情况。

还有,

弟弟,


记得在我离开的那一天,他早上跟我呆在家里,
当我收拾行李时,看见他慢慢地开始哭了。
我看了,当然去抱着他,真的从来没试过这样抱着弟弟,
也没试过那么地不舍得他。
除了在skype ,三个月多没见到他了,也好久没跟他玩了。
不知道他有没有胖了,高了。
从照片看是没什么差别,真实就不懂了。
他生日上个月五号,我没和他一起庆祝。
只能对他说,生日快乐。


就这样的一百天,我学会了很多,也体会了不少。
过几天就是2011年了。
大家,新年快乐!Happy New Year!





Tuesday, December 14, 2010

365 days

365days?
YA , it's 1 year.
1 Year Anniversary of JJ's relationship.

J- Jeffrey
J-Jaclyn

Our story...
1st day , on 14 dec 2009. which means same day in last year.
I still remember ,
last year 14 dec was the last day for my spm exam ( chinese).
After that i went out with her , to Pavilion (1st date ? )
That time i still havent get answer from her. (Lame?)
and guess what?
we met lots of people there from the same school.
1st was onion and king then her jimui.
haha~
so....
When i get her answer??
Night time around 8pm i think.

our conversation:
Jeffrey: err , so what is your answer? (i'm acting silly)
Jaclyn: what answer? (acting silly also)
Jeffrey: are we consider together?
Jaclyn: dont know , you say ler?
Jeffrey: err , Yes.
Jaclyn: then you still ask?
Jeffrey: haha! (want to hear the answer from her only) =D

This is how JJ's story started.
i "pikat" her for around 1months+ to 2 month i guess ( so long for me)
lol~
so ....
want to know why i love her so much?
it's kinda hard to express love but ,
i know i love her cheerfulness ,
which make me happy all the time by just looking at her.
I love her to be talkative which shares a lot of things with me although i rarely talk.
I love her attitude which is quite straight foward which means she's real.
and of course...

I LOVE HER!

haha~
i believe that most of you knew that 14th is what day right?
valentine day.
she's so smart to plan our every month , every year anniversary on the 14th.
so 14th for every month would be a valentine day for us as well as anniversary.
^^v
special right?


and only things i can give her now is...
just a mv which i made 1 month ago.
and guess what?
i watch it the 8th time already including today.
and everytime i watch it ,
memories just appearing in my mind.
and my tears will started to drop ,
cause i miss her~

her present?
i guess have to owe her first le.
this for temporary lu..






Monday, December 6, 2010

Day 76

Sorry that so long only update my blog.
cause recently have lots of colloq. =.=
and guess what?
i am sitting on my chair with my table now.
haha~
no need lying on the bed to do all my things.
and of course ,
wont fall asleep. =D
so many day didnt chat with dear already.
today finally can chat.
of course , she still look so piggy.
haha~
today chat with my parents , godmum and godsis as well.
sorry that so long didnt contact with you all.

hmm..
i love my bed now very much.
haha~
cause it's so comfortable.
my table and chair


my bed.

end of my post.
Miss you dear~